Verse #1:
Now every time I wake up in the morning
I can't stop $#&@ing moaning

about all the people I lost in my life
like where the $#&@ is my knife
I wanna cut my self I dont give a $#&@ anymore

let me live my life or let me drop to the floor
blood on my hands my body is sore
my heart is beating likes its at $#&@ing war

I try to live my life every $#&@ing day
but everytime I try (*##$es $#&@ up my day
you think its easy being the only man of the house?

%#@! put yourself in my shoes you lucky you have a spouse
Cause I don't have %#@! anymore besides my mother now
So what the $#&@ do you want now?

Just let me live my $#&@ing live the way I want

[Hook] [2x]

This is my life and this is the way I want it to be
so $#&@ you $#&@ you $#&@ you
I don't give a $#&@ about you

This is my life and I'm gonna live it my way
so $#&@ you $#&@ you $#&@ you
I don't give a %#@! about you


Verse #2:
I'm dying inside me

dont know where to go
I'm stuck in reminisin the life I had before
I miss my dad i miss my brother

where did they all go?
now I have my mother and were all alone
I'm stuck here in my room

DNT know what to do
dont know where to go anymore
and its so $#&@ing cold

stuck here thinking about
everything about my life
when is my time to shine?

when is my time to find a wife
*don't worry son that time will come for you*
God I know that day will come for me to

but I can't wait much longer I need happiness too
Ive been thru so much drama in life
I'm so sick of life so sick of bull%#@! happening

all this pain and struggle got me thinking
about if I'm ever gonna have a happy life
with a beautiful kids and a loving wife


[Hook] [2x]
This is my life and this is the way I want it to be

so $#&@ you $#&@ you $#&@ you
I don't give a $#&@ about you
This is my life and I'm gonna live it my way

so $#&@ you $#&@ you $#&@ you
I don't give a %#@! about you