It was so hard to believe
I didn't want to be lost in life
I came out from underneath

I felt the weight of the world crashing down on me
But now i'm lookin out and it's my victory
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i look into you're eyes and i see that i'm not there
your pain is taken away, but you do not care
maybe your meant to be alone, just not here

and all your plans are put together just not clear

now i feel ashamed cause i can't do nothing for you

except make songs and explain what the $#&@ you go through
all my life i just wished that you listen more
you got me feeling like i'm knocking on heavens door


you grew a lot since the past, why does time go so fast
questions come to my mind and i can't help it but laugh

if i decide to look back then i'ma do this %#@! right
i put your heart on the tracks incase you shut down tonight


you got nothing but months of tears in the bucket now
imagine what i got, got enough to take you out
i learned to hold it in, cause its my job too

if i wanna stay focused i can't heal if i lost you
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I remember times when i never shined

It was so hard to believe
I didn't want to be lost in life
I came out from underneath

I felt the weight of the world crashing down on me
But now i'm lookin out and it's my victory
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i'm reminiscing the times i'm missing, i stay trapped
i live my life with a distance to keep me laid back
i spray tracks, i spit nothing but true facts

i gotta message in a bottle tryna figure where to aim that

i gave my life to this music i was seeking improvement

put your ear to wall just to hear what i'm doing
i'ma be stuck in the ba!@&(t, ill never find a replacement
who gives a $#&@ what you saying and all the time that you wasting


thats all you had to hear when people gave you a statement
i think this game is overrated, now my eyes dilated

if you ever had a chance to make it better open ya hands and take it
cause all them other rappers fake it then they end up being faded


no more being young and dumb, get it, get it done
hit a fith, plus a six, then i go flip another brick
thats the life i wish but then i rethink this %#@!

i'm not tryna go back to where all the fallen angels live