Verse 1 / Young Rob

i use to, lie cheat & steal

now i keep it, live , street & real
hoping this pain i feel will heal
and i try making the appeal

but nothing seems to change
the rain keeps calling my name
still $#&@ing with the game

no words to rearrange
they make it seem bad that i'm thinkin all crazy
well i blame my pops cause hes the $#&@er that made me

maybe, hes the reason how i act
the reason i rap,
the reason i stay,

dark in this trap
i say $#&@ that,
theres no way i could look back

so its time to pass the facts
where the last ones at ?
As the world gets hetic, my mind neglected

its time i'm left with, thoughts i'm breathless
i rot, i'm senseless, i stand defenceless
i'ma man with tension

tryna learn my lesson
(i can feel it in the air)
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verse 2 / Young Rob
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if could rewind, to one time

theres one place i'd wanna go
i'd let the whole world know
i know you wont believe this

as long as you receive it
that will keep me breathin
(i can feel it in the air)

that i'm still around there
see my reflection in the ground here
only for a mintute let me finish..

i'll disappear within a year only god knows
yeah.. (i can feel it in the air)
from all the stuggle and the tears

living in fear, about to lose a peer
(i can feel it in the air)
i just sit back and wait for another dead one

homicide, sucicde, sometimes there ain't none
but lately i seen a lot of teens go
i just wanna know, what am i here for !

( what am i here fooor)
i see death around the corner
you know the devils on ya

(i can feel it in the air)
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verse 3/ bowie

bullys, $#&@ it i was pickd on pick up the mic so i can prove rong or a feelin thru a song
whatchd mums get beat with a bats 12 years what do i do with that, $#&@er thought he got
away till a few years later, when i got him in a ally way eh, what can i say the dude had

it comen after her was laughin as my mum was runnin, lil me shockd and panic whent and got
a knife to stabd a mother $#&@er but i knew i had to get the coppers comen, but this %#@!
i keep it bottled up cuz its too much addicted to the pillz had me for months explains

alot huh earse the mmrys that i cannot easre insert $#&@y times in that blank space
all this is for my family witch is whome i like to thank