I dreamt you were a monster

with fiery, fiery eyes


I dreamt the sun was burning


but you just kept on staring

I was afraid of what would happen


if God would take you with Him


a broken, lonely captain

sailing blind into the distance





I wanted to go with you

to be right by your side


so I could steer the vessel


so you could rest your eyes

I wanted to go with you


to be your faithful guide


but I was too afraid of

monsters at the time