leave painful depth in empty vows
another song for the left alones
youth destructs to make them feel

one last thing in life that's real
novelles of the broken old
did not tell where this cancers from

another smoke another drink
another heart to make you sink


in all those times we've wasted love was dying our arms
love meant to teach me hope (still) I lost both in these old scars
hungry ghosts of memories that make the sould grow old

silently they keep asking you: why should life feel so cold?

I hold this pain inside of the left alones and the love they shared

of all which have hoped of all that have bared
of all which have loved they're the ones that have cared
I'm tired of just growing old with all my stories being left untold

I curse the world for treating me like this
I guess god slept on us or he just doesn't exist


I thought we'd quit to leave
now we leave to quit
we always quit


depression holds us down
winter's a curse for minds like these

all the nights when you all dream
we just deal with these old themes


and I'm glad that you made me see
what you've lost got lost to me
and us both we're down and out

never lead the life of the found

another written page

painfull depth in empty vows
love lies dying in our arms
this is another chapter closed

another night awake
writing the curse of the left alones
in endless letters to the old

not just another chapter told