If I could find it in myself, I'd take it back.
Every stifled self-remark, the willpower I lacked.
The grey lines I revered and the strength I found in fear

Remind me that it never meant a thing.

To live and die an unobstructed life.

Target every worn out will and fill that aching void.

Grant me the courage of a martyr and the patience of a saint.

Redirect my will, let me find myself again.
How safe it is to feel and humbling is fear.
I wish that I had never wished at all.


Because I'm a convenience.
And I am no one's own.

And I am only what you want when everyone is gone.
And everyone is gone.


And the second they return
You redefine your words.
I'm only what you want when everyone is gone.


I am a convenience.
I am no one's own.


How safe is it to feel?
Humbling is fear?

And threatened are the frightened few all clawing at the ground.

To live and die an unobstructed life.

Target every worn out will and fill that aching void.

Grant me the courage of a martyr and the patience of a saint

Redirect my will, let me find myself again.
How safe it is to feel and humbling is fear.
I wish that I had never wished at all.


Grant me the courage of a martyr and the patience of a saint.
Redirect my will.

Let me find myself again.