Return exhausted to the furthest corners of existence
Contemplating the actions executed
Still no reaction, no mental spark

Nothing ignites, nothing triggers the soul

The only awakening drug is mayhem and chaos

I reek of indifference
Disillusioned by my perception
There's no way back

Spiralling down this horrid path with no return
Absorbing the disarray
Morbid attraction consumes my sanity

as I'm feeding off the frenzy

Red is all I see, black is all I feel

Dreams and thoughts turn against me
They seek the devastation of my mind
to free themselves


The ignorance possessed by me gnaws at my humanity
Oblivious to this fact, hatred plants it's seed in me

Inside I'm rotting, I'm slowly disappearing
as my madness is spreading like ripples on water


Everlasting inner battle between sane and insane
Co-existence is not an option
The eradication of one kills the other

They churn and grind at eachother
Causing lethal friction to close prey
The rotten core of my inner self

Screams and spits at all living matter
Contradicts my own being


Absorbing the disarray

Gone seems all hope of recovery

I'm engulfed in a vile mental world