I'm gnawing on the knowledge
That I have been burnt
And I'm learning things that I

Should've already learnt
Everyone I ever knew
Was so kind and coy

I was with a girl
But it felt like I was with a boy
I can't even remember

If we were lovers
Or if I just wanted to
But I held her in my arms

I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
But it wasn't you

I will not kill
The one thing that I love
In this world of wreckage

I look above
Help me Lord
Help me understand

What it means to be a boy
What it means to be a man