I'm losing sight of my own life
And I can feel it all suddenly slip away, away
(Like sand it's pouring, fate's unfolding)

And I just can't stand how I left myself again
Save me 'cause I'm not okay
And I'm the only one to blame

But I'm not looking for sympathy
'Cause this ain't who I wanna be
Tell me, what have I become?

How can I face everyone?
And how could I make you feel so cold?
I've got to live with this for my whole life

If you were me you'd wanna die
I'm counting the days that I lay in this grave
I dug myself with the decisions I made, I made

(Heartbeat flat-lined, dead or alive)
And I'm just so sick of it all
I'm through with the person that I've been for so long

And I know that I was wrong
I ran away and turned my back on life
What will they say when I die?

What have I become?
How can I face everyone?
And how could I make you feel so cold?

I've got to live with this for my whole life
So tell me what, what have I become?
And after all (It's just not worth it)

My walls come down (As my future's burning)
As I hang my head
I won't let myself down again, yeah

But I'm not looking for sympathy
'Cause this ain't who I wanna be
Tell me, what have I become? (What have I become?)

How can I face everyone?
And how could I make you feel so cold?
I've got to live with this for my whole life

So tell me what, what have I become?