How silly of me to live my life in fear.
Subconscious ears bring back trauma to my ears.
A lack of trust or care, emotions dissapear.

I'm sitting on this bed, but am I really here?

If I try to drift away, please don't chase me. Please don't chase me.


And I am sorry for the hearts that I have hurt.
Please do not blame yourselves, I know it's all my fault.

And will I ever trust anyone again?
I was a lover but I think I lost my head.


I even wore away the pictures of your face.
And yet I still remain alone, standing in one place.
It's like I'm longing for a reason to run away.

I'll only break your heart if you choose to stay.

If I try to drift away, please don't chase me. Please don't chase me.


And I am sorry for the hearts that I have hurt.
Please do not blame yourselves, I know it's all my fault.

And will I ever trust anyone again?
I was a lover but I think I lost my head.


And I swear, it's like every single day that I'm here,
An ever growing fear get's worse. It's like I'm born into a curse.
And I swear, I feel so numb, and I never know what to do about it.

I don't even picture your face anymore,
Yet everyday I add another lock to the door.
And I know, I'm not getting any better.

In fact, the clouds have turned into stormy weather.
Everyday I sing the same sad song, yet I can't figure out where I went wrong.
And everyday, I have the same conclusion that I lost my heart.

I lost my heart and soul.