Tucked in tight
In my bed of sin
I dreamed I was alive

If only to the pass the time
Till I awoke,
And was raped of this fantasy named Human

Just another dream lost
Another lie took in
Another day to waste away

Just another chance
Just another way
For you to tighten your grasp

On my fading sanity

You make me see the evil that men do

And I cry for my lost innocence
Everything was lost because of you
AndI scream for the childhood never had

And this silent pain is my lullaby

Firmly gripped

And firmly tossed aside
Was I ever real to you?
Or was I the big mistake

That made everything so hard
You always talked about your dreams of a perfect life
It seems I not even able yet to speak

Stole those dreams from you
And so I bear this guilt
For a crime I do not know

With every breath I take
Everywhere I go
I wish i could heal these scars inside

But I guess I'm just a demon
Not worthy of my life


You make me see the evil that men do
And I cry for my lost innocence
Everything was lost because of you

And I scream for the childhood never had
And this silent pain is my lullaby


Hidden away from the rest of the world
I cry, So ashamed
So afraid and paralyzed

Forever condemned to a life of worthless tries
Always taking one step forawrd
Just find I'm falling ten steps back

Lost In a mind thats full of pain and memories
That I never should've had
You made me see the evil that men do

And I'd give anything just to show you back
How you $#&@ed me up so bad
And that I'll go on living in spite of you

I'll still scream for my innocence
And keep this pain as a lullaby
Untill the song is just an echo

And my breath gives out with time

... You lived your life through me

So please just tell me why
... You could never see the world
Through my crying eyes