What have I been doing?
What good could come from keeping it in?
I'm terrified of losing

But fighting wars a could never win.
I watch the seasons turn it over-
I watch the reasons change over and over

To different words-
But what's between the lines don't change.


I have seen my demons.
I have seen their faces- I've seen their eyes.
They are things I should be leaving

But in that mirror I see they're still mine.
I watch the seasons turn it over-
I watch the reasons change over and over

A different day
But the same old suffocate.


So, I feel to lighten up my load, I should explode.

I am far from empty

Cause what you don't let go is bound to build up
Or take you down a piece by piece-
Man, I'm in desperate need of your love.

In my bones I'm feeling older-
This war time has changed me-
I'm no doubt colder

And I will freeze here long before I burn.

So, I feel to lighten up my load,

I should open up and let the insides show
And explode.