This poetry pours out feelings
my lungs cry out bitter pain
I`m known to bottle emotions

but I`m telling you, I`m not the same
each gust of air a stabbing reminder
there`s cold blood running thru my veins

if we'd look at the steps that were taking
Then we'll see who gets put to shame.


Now I`m waiting

for that moment i close my eyes as the world disappears

no one understands you when you're in a world swept with fear
there`s no turning back when every bridge you burned remains intact.


My mind has overcome this
And I've come to see again
fabrications came at their strongest

so we can finally make a mend
to something that will fall apart
another thing we cant comprehend

if we look at the time were wasting
then we'll both live to see the end.


you take these pills to hide
and still you cry at night
we know that this isn`t right


no need for a break through
im living without you

"how did it get this way?
i thought that this would never change."


You want sympathy?
You want remorse?
You want safety in your travels off course?

That`s just not offered here

Are we just slipping

Or falling fast?
You gave this life
but will it last?


It only made me stronger.


I tried to save us from the grave,
Instead, I realized my mistakes
I was spilling myself on you.


With no one here with me.
I wouldn't call this misery.