Take back those nights with all the nightmares
Where I can't find the way I used to walk
Hollow life I used to live

I will never become the man I want to be, want to be
With walls in front of me yeah


I just can't become the man you want to see
Cause there's an axe behind my back
And there's a rope around my neck, around my neck


Justifing truth that I only fear, I only fear
To be defeated

I can't fight no more these eyes in crowd
I can hear


These voices of the city lights
It's better to cut my ears off
And stay away from it


If all my enemies died
I'd figure a new now clawing up to holes and quasars

Itching vibrating eyes for all time
Why


If all my enemies died
Discord within the pride
Would recycle the collective urge to self destruct

Self destruct
And I can't feel myself fulfilled anymore


I'm only counting days
No longer free
Had I just left this sink

Forgetting what's left for me

And I can't get out of this routine

I can't sleep with this feeling of poison in my veins
I can't live with this cave in my head
And I wish I would be chosen, not left out


As if one numb tear swelled all of the seas
Even the image of the sun was now revealed

By just one willing hand outstretched ignoring its source's pain
Its step to my own early grave
I have been infected

I will never find an antidote
No time to waste starting new way
Step by step with empty hands