Lying awake, I'm still trying to shake
This chilling feeling some viscous villains driving a stake
straight, in my chest so I heave in my breathing

Tried seeping some weed but the feeling ain't leaving
Stare, up at the ceiling and see that its peeling
But is it like me is it bleeding or healing?

Been at war so long that its hard to tell
I've spent years in this darkened cell
filled with discarded cartridge shells

picking apart my self
bitter from plots that failed
similar to Gargamel

Vision still on the shelf
Didn't have time to make it
I think of that Dali painting as I wish that the clocks'd melt

Just to stop for the right sign; buzz through the pipe line
of talking heads might only come once in a lifetime
And You might find yourself one day realizing your chance flew right into the nightsky

Did I let mine die? By spending nine lives trying to be the nice guy in the one place where nobody likes the nice guy?
A lotta people told me why try
Still I stuck to it like some craft glue

I stuck to it like a tattoo
I stuck to it like some bad news
I stuck to it like a stalker that you can't lose

I stuck to it like the relatives you can't choose
I stuck to it like some half chewed bubble gum that you ran through in brand new track shoes
dragged through the mud it was white when it begun now whatever its becomes pretty black blue

Battered and bruised, this kids battery through
Sick of the chitter chatter bout which dagger to use
The mists captures my mood,

Starin at city fog its apparent I'm feeling lost and the weather patterns approve
Don't ever challenge me and tell me that's a fallacy
I know how pathetic it is to think that I'm the centre of the galaxy

But still I scowl at every friend that ever doubted me
Like they're supposed to say that I'm the chosen warrior selected by a Valkaryie
Meant to lead the cavalry

Never be a casualty of anyone who battles me
If I wasn't positive that everyone would laugh at me I'd probly dress up as Neo for every single Halloween
Because really that's just how I be

Did I say Halloween? Oh %#@! its Halloween
What better time for releasing my demons
forget about Tricky P who you're meeting is Patrick Stephens

A dude basing his luck and merit on what he's eating
Barely a vegetarian swearing he'll be a vegan
One day, $#&@ing eh don't care if you think I'm preaching

If God exists, She made me this arrogant for a reason
But its one long fall from the top
and if you let your guard down you could drop

cause there ain't no turnin round to walk
Once you enter the colosseum and the gloves are off
Though I ain't even quittin cause I ain't been a winner

I'm just pissed at myself for losing faith in my mission
Falling back in the same pattern of hatred for women
While my girls in the line of fire I can't be forgiven

But I talk to y'all hoping maybe you'll listen
Pick up the torch know I gave you permission
On the main condition, no matter how much it hurts

to cut half the %#@! from your verse don't ever stray from your vision
Here's what its gotta be honesty is the policy
skip on the racial tip the hateful %#@! and misogyny

Wanna see what I'm talkin bout look up my homie Carter Deems
And most importantly pick the on strong, not the weak
I won't lie you might feel like an alien

Looking out at faces as they sneer in the stadium
But don't get me wrong, that don't mean that I'd trade it in
Cause this journey made me proud just to be a Canadian

Made me proud, to see how we made this %#@! from ground
like wow, to even have a piece of creating it right now
The fans are pouring love out to the brim its crazy they call us gods just for entertaining em so I say to them

Many thanks my friends
Oh and by the way Richard Cranium
Me and you have a date, a time and a suitable place

And what we're makings gonna be the indubitable great
example of a classic whiteboy battle and we'll call it the goofiest race
Cause I ain't going out without proving I can do it what it takes

to kill that %#@! and spaz out not consumed by the hate
Just the truth in its most beautiful state
Cause the world is a beautiful place
But all of you gottta wait
to see what I'm talkin bout, so peace homies I'm out

for now I got some $#&@ing music to make