gone under two times.
I've been struck dumb by a voice that
speaks from deep

beneath the endless water.
It's twice as clear as heaven,
and twice as loud as reason.

It's deep and rich like silt on a riverbed
and just as neverending.
the currents mouth below me opens up around me.

suggests and beckons all while swallowing.
It surrounds and drowns and swipes me away.


But I'm so comfortable...Too comfortable.

shut up shut up shut up shut up

you're saturating me
how could I let this bring me
back to my knees


third time and
I've been baptized by your voice.

it screams from deep beneath the cold black water.
it's half as high as heaven
half as clear as reason.

cold and black like silt on a riverbed
just as neverending
Currents mouth below me, opens up around me

suggests and beckons all while swallowing.
It surrounds and drowns and swipes me away.


But I'm so comfortable...Too comfortable.

shut up shut up shut up shut up

you're saturating me
how could I let this happen


Why don't you kill me,
I am weak and numb and insignificant,
How could i let this bring me

back to my knees

we fall in a euphoria.

we fall in a euphoria.

I'm back down. I'm in the undertow.

I'm helpless and I'm awake. I'm in the undertow.
I'll die beneath undertow.
There doesn't seem no other way out of the undertow.


euphoria.