My heart was in a rush again
The old days are back
I got the chills on my nose again

And then a panic attack

I'm getting used to the fear of death

I don't know how much fear is left

Defend my existence

Give it a cause
Destroy things in the dark
And then name what it was

Decipher the nonsense
Fight against mirrors
Love my mum's double

And fight umbilical scissors

I'm getting used to the fear of death

I don't know how much fear is left