It's not that I wanted to hurt you
I just didn't care if I did


It is not that I just forgot you
Also, I forgot everything else


It is not that I do not love you
It's just that I hate everyone


It's not that I wanted to hurt you
I just didn't care if I did


What I did, I did--who I am, I am
Then a stupid kid, now a stupid man
And if I never got my chance to be young

Then what stood between me and making myself one?
What alien at my back and with what ray gun?
When I picked up this pen, it was twenty one one

Why was I scremaing, "Kill kill kill Ronald Reagan?"
Again and again, "Kill kill Ronald Reagan"
But I made my bed, now we're $#&@ing in it

You gotta be $#&@ing in it to win it