Holding back the smoke
Swallowing you for the second time tonight
Lingering on your ghost

I sit alone for a while, again

Through the window I see the rain fall

And a shadow across the street
Where you were supposed to be for me


I come back to my coffee
Swallowing rage for the second time tonight
Bathing on this sickening light

I wait for a third one

And what if I just leave?

And walk through that door?
And let the rain fall on me?
Just this one time