How the $#&@ I'm tryna grope the world
And I don't even know myself
I remember back then they told me go to hell

Mamma spoke the truth and told me I would go to jail
Two fingers up screaming out $#&@ the prison
Cah my older brothers never taught me nothing different

No faith I realised there was something missing
It's like looking through the lens of a double vision
I'm with God I'm just tryna find my brain Ahk

Lost I'm just tryna find my way back
Different visions I done got rid of my Ray Bans
To the donnies doin business that don't shake hands

White peng 8 grand
9 10 straight dank
I can't be thinking like no waste man

So I woke up this morning and I gave thanks
But that's sutten that I'm not impressed with
When I was young I was heedless and not interested

And mummy can't believe that he's got a sentence
Cah she tried to talk to him before he got arrested
Its like looking in the mirror how I vain her

Ask my brudda bout the man who tried to hail her
They don't know about my life and how my brain hurts
Like my sister when she lied and said it ain't her

That's my fam and I love her and I rate her
So Allah give her a chance before you take her
Cah when it's all said and done and you wake her

We be risen from this prison grey dirt
So my face turns to my maker Cah we hate germs
I'm just tryna put my faith first

They put in dedication just to chase girls
Now their puttin education just to make sales


Little Alicia, Alicia didn't know right
See Alicia she done went out of her own mind
Title child abuse on trial

She ain't spoke to her parents in a long while
Type of girl shoulda figured had a stray temper
Type of girl she was wigging out in play centre

But due to the $#&@ed up surroundings
She don't know how to feel when she's around him
And see her insides is pouring out

Shoulda guessed that you figured out the story now
She bottled it with no one to call around
And see her dad tried to draw her down

Sutten that you shoulda never caused
He got nicked and he went into court
He don't care he don't show no remorse

That's the end of your life you can call it divorce