Dear diary
I saw her last night
And it was like breathin for the first time

When I saw her smile
When I saw her laugh
It was so hard to just keep myself back

And I know that people change over time
But I wish I could go back nd change my mind
Be like no man just don't do it

Be like no man just say screw it

I $#&@ed up again and again

But you were still there til the very end
And im gonna miss the way you would touch my face
When all you wanted was my warm embrace

Girl I really want you to come back home
Cause I cant stand sleepin in this bed alone
Like when I wake up at 3am

Telling myself this is where u cudve been

Dear diary

I saw her again
And it reminded me of all the times when
We would laugh and cry

When we would scream and fight
It would be just about every night
That I would start to cry over the words

That I had said to her
It would only make %#@! worse
Like Im stuck in this heartbroken curse

The only way out is with another %#@!ty verse

I'm alone so what can I do

I'm gonna watch the pain bleed right through
The bandaid I put over my heart
To protect this complex body part

I don't think its workin right
I can hear it tear in every fight
I don't think its workin right

I can hear it tear through the light

Im screamin my $#&@in heart out

Just to hear you reassure your doubts
Im screamin my $#&@in heart out
Just to hear you turn me down