This is my last soliloquy for now
Before I turn up my toes
Cos' this is just what I'm used to be

I'm not your $#&@ing doormat, let's go

Have heart!

Show me what you've got
you are just everything i'm not


Is every single day
really meant to be
an ordinary plague for me?


But I won't give in
I'll strive

until
the end, (*##$


I won't give up
I will fight for myself
Morale is what

devides me from you

HAVE HEART

Everytime I breathe in
my lungs are bleeding,
my heart stops beating


This acrimonius feeling,
not at all revealing,

took my deeper meaning

Is this what you always wanted

then let me know that I
am useless in your eyes,
just let me know and


You won't reach (Take the blame)
what you want

This is my homily to you (don't push the buck to me)

You won't reach (I'll never catch your tears)

what you want
Take it to your heart and leave (don't get me wrong now)


We're all just kids ruled by remorse
We never meant to break a heart
Go fool yourself we're just not worth

Being told as we ought to be