Honestly,
I've never felt like this before
This is the darkest that I've ever felt

Lowest that I've ever been
I'm staring death in the face
I feel him breathing down my neck

This isnt my time

I've dug my own shallow grave

But I'm not ready to rest
Won't give up on this dream
Until I've given my best


My blood sweat and tears wont go to waste
Sticks and stones break my bones but my words will live forever

Building a legacy, paving my path
Striving to leave something behind that will last
When I die, I want the tombstone above my shallow grave to say

Here lies a man that paved his own way

I refuse to be forgotten in time

I promised myself I wouldnt waste my life
I'll leave something behind
This is more than ink on paper

This is me finding a way to express the pain i feel inside