why won't everyone just forget about it?
i left a trail of blood with love not violence
and i don't deserve anything you're providing

i am cold, leave me alone

i tip-toe corners these days, always hiding

my mind it swallows whole every last distraction
and all that i'm left with are a million questions
like "have you grown cold?"

"are you f**king miserable?"

i just can't listen to sad songs anymore

i get f**king bored
jealous of friendships i can't abide by
jealous of this sinking ship

watch the water swallow all of us whole
this time i swear it's over
jump in with your lungs wide open

haven't you heard cynics never recover?

there are words that i can't even breathe

and those are the ones i've been dying to scream
still jealous of friendships i can't abide by
and we'll watch this sinking ship

and the water swallow all of us whole
this time i swear it's over
jump in with your lungs wide open

cynics never f**king recover

spit on the stories you've been told

cause now you're so much older
it's clear you've forgotten all about this
i don't think i'll never recover