I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today

I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me


Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work

To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out

Hold my breath
And wait until I shake...


But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure

That my head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this

I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end

I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me


But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure

That my head on the door
Was a dream