You know I always fall down when the world stops turning
They say it hurts at first but it just keeps hurting
And life don't come without guarantees

You can't be certain of all the certainties
It's all just chaos and complexities
But where do the rules say I can't be happy?


Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it
I know at times I play my part, I couldn't get my feet to start

Goddammit!

The daily grind it puts me in distress

And I can't seem to find a way out of my own mess
Just another bad habit that I have to buck
A means of escape when life starts to suck

My brain goes in circles, my heart runs amok
All things considered, I still don't give a $#&@


Day after day, I wash my concerns away
Just trying to forget, but I let myself down and it hasn't gotten better yet


!#@*!

I was under the impression that I made the right decision

Now I'm under the $$#umption it's a suicide mission
And I know for certain it's not just me
I'm not some emotional anomaly

It doesn't make it better, I just worry
And I still don't understand why I can't be happy!


It's not all right
But I'll be okay
So please be okay