You're so cold
Trapped inside
Your private hell a slave to need

I don't know
What it's like
To be most likely to succeed


Only your boyfriend uses you said, black resin
on your hands

Your skin started looking yellow,
eyes deep hollow circles
No need to lie to me ....I was just a friend

Still you wouldn't admit it ....till the night I
found you


Black & Blue up your whole arm
Blood and tears both stain the marble floor
Nothing but a shadow where my friend once stood

God it must feel good
For you to throw your life away


You were evicted I too you in... to nurse you back to life
Repaid by a night in a jail cell, for your stash in my car
Otside the bank I knew

You wouldn't pay me back
Gave you one last present
then I sent you packing

Black & Blue up your whole arm...
Two whole years
Not one word

I wonder where you are right now
Are you incarcerated doing time?
Are you popping uppers in a mental ward?

Are you dragging a red shopping cart down Sunset Boulevard
Puffing a smoke found at the bus stop?
Are you strapped down at a hospital while doctors check your bile

Waiting for a heart, liver or kidney?
Are you passed out in a park bathroom head bleeding on the floor?


Are you over it?