looks like I've $#&@ed up again what's new
I am always getting out of hand though in control sometimes just don't give a %#@!
I get raw have fun I love it so sick of sayin' sorry

those apologies have got to go
but I don't intend to create a pain in your heart I am a pain in the $$#
cause that's what I am about day by day

I can see a change in every way some things get worse some things get better
I hate to say those blatant lies are now a part of my past
I hope I don't get confronted abusing others' minds through control

I don't want it to last so here I go
I am on my way
I am leaving for good

I pray that you forgive me for all of the harm that
I caused cause we were friends and we had some great times and that's why
I am just fine cause that's the way it is I hate to say

but I've declined all your ways