It's Bin a while
A long time I guess, U $#&@ed my feelings
Sentimental %#@! u made me into.

It was lesson for me to keep distance from (*##$es like u.
U opened my EYES-
Thank you For that and $#&@ u for the rest.

This Songs For u (*##$

I am Suppose to Be The Guy

Who puked his lungs out cryin
U r d only source who could $#&@in save me from dyin
But u chose to ignore it

Beyond everything that I ever thought of it
Certain lines that were set but u crossed it
Thts where I lost it.

My Love for you was Unanswerable
Was suppose to set an example
I was just a sample

My hearts trampled
Y bother bou me? uve got ample
Ur "love" was taken over me slowly

Thts when I became less holy
I Can neva forget the day when I got caught
Drunken beer with ma hommies.

Stravin outta respect
Watched maself grind
BLEAK!

Thts What I feel now
On a major mental Streak
Call me a freak, watch my eyes leak

As my tears flow down, (*##$ I can still see u frown
$#&@ that I still hold the crown!
Fake Love and caring that u gave me

God I wish U could save me
U lied, Thts when I realized
I was bout to die, I had no time

Thts when I mastered crime
Tryna find a rhyme
Get d evil out il b actin fine


Raping was ma Object -i was neva suppose to show it
My crew members weren't suppose to knw it

I Wanted to $#&@in grow in it
Busy! could not flow with it
Physically fit, Mentally disturbed

Things goin on sound absurd
Was even Ready to she'd my blood.
Waited by the phone for 4 hours

Threw dirt and grew a flower
Waited for d night
No response that made me Feel LOW

Waited in the blistering snow
And u jus said no!
My life started slow

Cause of that $#&@in Hoe
But one day I know
We'll get outta this %#@! n grow.


True
Aint it?

Rap's like high school I had to learn it
Not easy (*##$ I had to admit %#@! and finally earned it
I always tried to be your man

There will be a day u'll understand
Till then Jus hold ma hand
While make this %#@! grand

That's where I stand
On a 2/3 piece of land
Bury me and cover me wit sand

Gucci, versace - I'll buy u all brands
Underground scam-
Anything for my baby, infected by rabies

About to die, feelin so lazy
I'm $#&@in high on exctasy
Things r jus drivin me crazy!

Hope things get better between us
Ther r people to support us, it's all bout trust
Deep within the earth's crust
It's a must, 1st things 1st
Major victim of lust, My Brain's about to burst

Ima even drop the $#&@in world for u
In order to show ma love
Project, Look into my eyes
Watch me internally bleed
Hardship and problems observing people begin on d street

Lord can u hear me speak?
Following a free will, trying to set a devil inside me free
Let the spectators see
As I $#&@ off
And carry walkin on the path of my dreams.