(VERSE 1)
Never clicked with my dad or my two older bros.

Always in my own zone had to grow on my own.
17 years old only want my own home.
These people ain't family.

This house ain't no home.

Man I grew up all alone with my momma' by my side.

The only reason for my grind is to hustle for her smile.
She's the only one I even really look to in the eyes
cus' I trust her not the busters wishin' death upon my life.


I done cried a few times when my god-momma' died
then grandma' left too I told my homies I was fine.

Half the people in my life don't give a $#&@ and I don't either.
I just care about my momma' and my girl. I try to see her.


Try to work things out every time we disagree
but i'm never dissin' her cus' I know she missin' me
and it's all vise verse, in the end she kissin' me.

Shawty' keep it so real. She's the realest I done seen.

(HOOK)

Would you blaze and get high for me?
While i'm alive will you ride for me?
Take a bullet and die for me?

If I die will you cry for me?
Protect my name and fight for me?
Would you pray every night for me?

If I die will you cry for me?
If I die will you cry for me?


(VERSE 2)
Sometimes I feel like death got me in his grip,
watchin' me and stalkin' the day I finally slip,

the day I finally $#&@ up from drinks and poppin' pills.
My friends don't even know i'm tryna' kill myself for real.


I'm not even one to hide but I conceal what I feel.
They tryna' know what's real I say, "I'm good so what's the deal?"
Even if I told you what's the matter, would it matter?

I'm a rapper I just rap about the pain that I done gathered.

Not the (*##$es I don't em' but the money is important

so that one day I could get my dream foreign here imported.
Yeah I came from the bottom but no guns in my storage.
Had a couple nightmares hard to wake up in the morning


but a couple dreams too tryna' travel when i'm tourin'.
Had a lot of memories on picture, but I tore it.

If I die one day who gon' really be mournin'?
Who'll have a straight face? Who will let it all pour?


(HOOK)
Would you blaze and get high for me?
While i'm alive will you ride for me?

Take a bullet and die for me?
If I die will you cry for me?
Protect my name and fight for me?

Would you pray every night for me?
If I die will you cry for me?
If I die will you cry for me?