Standing in the front of mirror
Thinking of the past
Voiceless reflexion of

Painful thoughts

Approaching background

I pant for breath
Red eye veins
Ant-hill instead of brain

Drowning in paranoia

Delusion of life

Making hell on the earth
I'm digging the grave
To bury my mind

To bury my self

There is no way to see

Another day whatever i do
It's always coming back to me
I've lost all the instinct of

Self-preservation
No self-respect
No self-confidence


Delusion... delusion
Delusion... delusion made me suicidal