I need this to get me through
can't resist and don't want to
believe it I know it's true

I can't beat and don't want to try

perfect hell


it's more to me than you ever will know
down here where the rest of us fell

waste away with nothing left to show
while I'm in this perfect hell


obsession has begun
possessed by destruction
how did I get so low

believe me no one knows
sometimes I can't hold on
and no one can help me


now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this

now it's got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense


I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions
on the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction
thin blood I'm bleeding my pulse won't stop racing

just as my heart explodes

no chance that I could win

too hard to not give in
I just don't feel the same
cause I'm the one to blame

sometimes I can't hold on
and no one can help me


now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this
now it's got a hold of me

the less I do the more it makes no sense

I need this to be myself

it feels like I need some help
it's too late to save myself
or it's just in my head


now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this

now it's got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense


now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this
now it's got a hold of me

the less I do the more it makes no sense