Hate looking promise but debt put they sip and it's kinda drastic
Mama's get to sleep cause she vision me in the casket
Black say he cursed somehow I feel like he past it

Now I hit the hood with the K and a piece of plastic
Both of my sisters how the $#&@ is this %#@! a ?night
Right up to the just and my brother that do a couple life

I know I'm supposed to be grateful, that never made me hate
For looking at my ?table condition
?told them bring them back, but the doctor told me

They wouldn't able
Walk with me I show you a movie
That %#@! you see on cable

They found my homie mama murdered they ?
He was ? now we suicidal
Damn, I'm looking at my son

The only thing to stay instead of thinking
What could end the worse I only think the ?
Cause where I'm from tell me all gangsters

Go got a thing
Before I live and ?my dreams, I'm a fly the ground


[Hook]
Always a go down, always a show down
I'm on an up and up, cause ^!$$%s is low now

I be $#&@ing up, pray to god that it's slow now
But this the fast life, throwed up if you throw down


Ah, I know that the fans listen
From the hood to Hollywood it's a transition
Face under my hood just like a transmission

Grants the ambition
I recall reeling up and the?missing
Man Christian, father was a ?

?cause of a black gauge
I rap I'm paid and they well jealous
They almost got me, I shot 3 dell?

I'm from the hood, medicating for dallas
Afraid ?then tell us, until that
Well money murda I'm about that

And they about it too, I'm tryina stay focused
God forgive me what I'm bout to do
I know more people in a coma, than diplomas

The gunpowder aroma with coroners on the corner
Well I play the stoop and then I spray de deuce
^!$$%s lie my homies tell the truth


[Hook] x 2
Always a go down, always a show down

I'm on an up and up, cause ^!$$%s is low now
I be $#&@ing up, pray to god that it's slow now
But this the fast life, throwed up if you throw down


Am I addicted to pain, we stumble in the sun
But we never slip in the rains

Is insanity sane?
Is ? high or ride,
When I die, don't cry ^!$$%, laugh loud

21 guns salute with a mask
And the mask ?shooter in the worker
But I don't wanna charge ?see

Take off my pain as the emcee?
Brother gone, father gone
Couple of the homies gone

Time flying and I'm ready to get my lonely on
I wanna see time fly with the rollie on
Sorta like a blood and a crypt, mixed with a corleone

South African warrior blood, in my veins
With them ?warrior bars in my brains
With a tormented soul, all my ^!$$%s roll with the cars and the gold

Of the money to grow old, yeah

[Hook] x 2

Always a go down, always a show down
I'm on an up and up, cause ^!$$%s is low now
I be $#&@ing up, pray to god that it's slow now

But this the fast life, throwed up if you throw down.