Sometimes I wanna die
And witness hell through Satan's eyes
I wish I'd slit to end this %#@! right now

A gun and clip to end my life's moral

When I die I wanna go to hell

It makes more sense
Than Heaven's white apparel
And when I die I wonder if people will care

They grin their eyes at my dead stare

That's why I cannot sleep

The knife is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare

Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing thoughts combined
Don't take it the wrong way

It's not your fault it's mine

It's been a long $#&@ing while

Since I cracked a real smile
And $#&@ my so called friends
They only know me cuz I follow the same trend


I hate the kids who pretend,
They are the minority in this land

They can't accept who they are
That's why it makes me sick like this


That's why I cannot sleep
The blade is in too deep
I feel no pain in there

My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing thoughts combined

Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine


Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change

Somethings NEVER change