I can feel the murky grip
of a cold depression comin' down
I can feel her hands around my neck

shake me to the ground
ice burn of the soul
in light in sickness and in death

infected every word and every thought
and every single breath
twisted by design

the creeps deep inside of me
feedin off this hunger, rage
and the insecurity

tempted by the rage
I feed off nothing but myself
thirsty for the things

that make me do this to myself
my pen is dripping words along
to scrape the smile off my face

every detour leads me here
to shower in this waste
you are my friend

but now your just living all over me
You watch me when I get it right
you watch me when I fall

Watch me every single day
listen to everything I say
and I swear I never wanted you

I never needed anything
from your twised $#&@ed up lying
words asleep at the wheel.