One morning I woke up
felt like crap want to give it up
want to commit suicide

was in despair all my life

So many times I took that Knife

set it close to my wrist
once I cut it and it started bleeding
from all the desperation I didn't feel the pain


I'm always wondering
how my funeral would be


I'd be lying in my casket
the first time I'm the center of attention

in mourning people are standing around me
the funny thing is it's the first time I really feel free


When I ride my motorcycle
and would crash it in a tree
would someone care if I'm not there?

would it hurt to kill me?

People don't see who I really am

they don't care and don't give a damn
if I'm gone they would still have fun
in the white light I want to run


I'm always wondering
how my funeral would be


I'd be lying in my casket
the first time I'm the center of attention

in mourning people are standing around me
the funny thing is it's the first time I really feel free


I'd be lying in my casket
the first time I'm the center of attention
in mourning people are standing around me

the funny thing is it's the first time I really feel free