It's so weird I still live here
It's so weird I still know you
So weird I still love you

So weird I'm still alive.

Every day I awake

And I'm truly amazed
I made it another day.


I'm too afraid to kill myself
And too afraid to really live.


Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird I ended up here


Every kiss is the same
Every love is the same

So weird I ended up here

So weird I still lie here

So weird I can't talk
So weird I can't move
So weird I'm still alive.


If I were to leave this place
Tonight and not turn back

I'd end up where I started

I'm too afraid to kill myself

And too afraid to really love.

Every day is the same

Every night is the same
So weird I ended up here


Every drug is the same
Every fight is the same
So weird I never change


Every kiss is the same
Every love is the same

So weird I ended up here

Every day is the same

Every night is the same
So weird I never change