Why are you trying to fight? You know I'm inside your mind, you're going to do what I say, I am you, you are me. You can't be real, you're fake, I'm going to close my eyes and count to 3 it's time for you to leave. I'm not insane. Everyday he wakes up and it's the same thing, struggling for money, just hoping that today is his lucky day..how can he survive? To most he's not even alive, but what is this life, without, loss and then gain. He knows what she's doing, but he can't bring himself to say anything. He sits there inside his head telling himself he's not good enough, and he's never been. Without a warning he puts the gun to his head, before he finishes, he writes a note and leaves it on the bed, it said, I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, and all I wanted to do was be the best for you, with every thought comes a response, he's arguing with himself. What did I tell you? Close your eyes fall asleep, stop breathing ($#&@ing stop breathing) I'm not listening to you, I'm not going to die, you'll be gone when I'm in the right state of mind.