[jD][Verse1]
Force feed my fingertips
Till the red runs tide

I'm tired of trying to hide
Tear my skin off I'm trying to die
From long nights to day break

I believe in suicide
Maybe it's my stupid side
I don't know what to write

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Believe what you want I'm sorry

I tried but I'm a squealer
Woke up
In my own throw up

Scribbled words in my vomit
Drew a sailboat through the current
Over peaks of stomach acid

Through the hydrochloric mist
I sailed there passed out on a sea vomit
And I loved it

Could hardly breathe
At peace
The taste

Well
I loved it


[jD][Chorus]
Shades of gray amber skies
Deep blue sea's static lines

Snow blankets the shores
Hide the drugs in the floor
Sleigh rides on the Atlantic

White men on the Pacific
Life's a wishing well wish it all away
I wish for a storm to end it all today


[jD][Verse2]
Spit and phlegm dripped

From my nose and mouth
Half shaven I'm drunk on luck
My ship still floats

And the world still burns
My ship will sink
While the earth still turns

Get it
Scribbling away
Fingers covered in filth

Clouds start to form
The storm settles in
It begins to snow

Rapidly
The ocean is covered
Miles and miles of snow

Miles and miles and miles of snow
It's beautiful
My ship can't break it

I'm stuck
I jump overboard
Face first into the powder

I swallow a mouthful
And make angels
I lay there so long

So long the snow is so deep
I lay there so long
The sky I can't see

I'm suffocating and I know it
I know it
But I love it


[jD][Chorus]
Shades of gray amber skies

Deep blue sea's static lines
Snow blankets the shores
Hide the drugs in the floor

Sleigh rides on the Atlantic
White men on the Pacific
Life's a wishing well wish it all away
I wish for a storm to end it all today


[jD][Outro]
Shades of gray amber skies
Deep blue sea's static lines
Wish it all away
I wish for a storm to end it all today