Fell into the blue
Lonely in my room
I can't run away.


I can't feel anything the way I used to
I don't fit, I've tried every way but nothing matches up

Constantly looking for space to breathe
In a room full of people with everything figured out.


'What do you want to me when you grow up?'

I want to be myself

Never needed help.

It's who I am, it's who I'll be

I'm not ashamed of what that means
I've been a liar, I've been a thief
That's not who I want them to see

I just want to be okay, I'm not afraid
I dropped the act, I want this scene
To play out how it should have been.