stand and face it... recreate it...
more stable... see the way
interpret the task... gun to mouth...

never put on the mask
my mental walls seize the fire
promises made... promises left unkept

broke the rule... broke he last straw
hurt once... hurt no more
the world spins so fast

dizzy from the rope swinging
with your neck in it
sank too far deep inside

got to pull out... get out
life is a series of trials... if you fall
you fail... no one cares

behind you... beneath you...
sore from crawling
the need for this aloneness...

closed circle... for all this incompetence
your decisive mind trying to disease
wet your lips... apply the steel tip

imagine... sex... stmulation
relax... tight grip... tight squeeze
!@($ic trgger... twitching finger

ejaculation overload... explode... framed
brain spray
indulge in distrust

enough to cover the ears
everything's cruel right now
to soothe... to isolate

my pain is but a flatline
spiraling down to trouble
your locked down

stone cold emotion
stoned, ripped... twisted
the final thought

perceive this dame
that holds the hurt... lose control
by tribal instinct

exterminate actions of bliss
a minds unfocused... introspection
you've betrayed me once-

i've betrayed me twice
your world is %#@!-
my world is your device

bitter taste... bitter hate
i can't shake it... i can't break it
i've smiled too many times

to cover-up my discomfort
...never again... not anymore
the surroundings are blending

meshing together in a spiral
vaccum chamber
of intense artificial thought

tired of agreeing... time to disagree
head laying low... take my breath... hold it