i find it hard to believe that you ever cared about me, you disgust me.
i still remember the time and the place
and the smirk on your face when you forever changed me.

in a bad place but i'm recovering.
its a sad place for social stuttering.
i know i should forgive you but you know its like they say

people never ever change so i suggest you stay away.

i took your pictures off my wall

and it didnt hurt at all.
it wasn't hard and it felt right.
it must be something that i lack

compassion or a heart intact
i was bored and you were right.


i had a feeling that something was up
we stopped talking everyday
you were busy

it was strange
i went from seeing you almost everyday
to seeing you sometimes at shows but hardly ever said hello.


now that i think about it
i guess it was stupid

all along you were dropping hints
i refused to accept them


whats really going on?

i took your pictures off my wall

and it didnt hurt at all.
it wasn't hard and it felt right.
it must be something that i lack

compassion or a heart intact
i was bored and you were right.