Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis

Kept me outta the way

Once - inside - all I hold is ash...


Fail - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain

I have every $#&@in' right to hate you
I can't take it!


The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you


My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming

(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me


Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside

Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way...

To face everyday with this face - goodbye

My demise - I took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die

But you're killing me

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole

World breath - I see you $#&@ing me
And I am absolutely controlly every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer

So much for memories...
I wanna derss in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - I'm through

I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony