I've never been this close to put a rope around my neck/
I've never been so low, when i'm alone i start to sweat/
And the pictures in my head go by like a slideshow/

Afraid to go crazy and rip out my eyeballs/
Everywhere that i go a nightmare follows/
It's like i got this great big rock to swallow/

Darkness appears from nowhere and covers me/
Misery likes company and just fell in love with me/
I broke down, $#&@ it, i'm all out/

I see the blood from my heart coming out of your mouth/
You're a monster, just another daemon that i gotta face/
You're not human, you're a huge mistake/

You're just a drug, and this is me coming down from it/
This is me, wide awake underneath the covers/
It seems like i'm looking for love in places pitch black/

Time heals all wounds, sit back/

Pitch black, nothing's everlasting/

Memories are nothing but the past and what has been/
Pitch black, try to go back/
Full of should'a, would'a, coulda's in my backpack/

Life goes on, they say, like it's so easy/
Trying to pick up broken pieces/ Oh/
They're all over the floor/


They say he's always complaining and that might be true/
Remember that one day, this might be you/

So tell me how it feels losing everything you think you had/
How do you feel running round with knifes in your back/
How do you get up in the morning when you haven't slept a $#&@ing minute/

Tell me how it feels, tell me how you did it/
You must be Superman, cos me? I'm losing it/
I'm sick of everybody in my face acting all cool with it/

You must be stupid if you wanna try my shoes on/
And i'mma $#&@ing kill you if you try to tell me move on/
You'll never understand it, you haven't got a clue son/

You see my life has offered plenty %#@! for me to chew on/
I know that trouble fades away and brings a new dawn/
But right now it's black believing that is too hard/

I played my part but this time it's game over/
Two steps back when i try to move forward/
two steps back when i try to move/



Pitch black, nothing's everlasting/

Memories are nothing but the past and what has been/
Pitch black, try to go back/
Full of should'a, would'a, coulda's in my backpack/

Life goes on, they say, like it's so easy/
Trying to pick up broken pieces/ Oh/
They're all over the floor/






I'm in the ring with myself getting knocked out/
Never took a beating like this before/

It's like i love the pain/ Is that insane?/
It's gotten to the point of an addiction/
For the first time i´m real scared/

Of what i might do to myself/
Because i like the pain, is that insane?/



Pitch black, nothing's everlasting/
Memories are nothing but the past and what has been/

Pitch black, try to go back/
Full of should'a, would'a, coulda's in my backpack/
Life goes on, they say, like it's so easy/

Trying to pick up broken pieces/ Oh/
They're all over the floor/