The drugs begin to peak, a smile of joy arrives in me

But sedation changes to panic and nausea


And breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer




You won't try to save me


You just want to hurt me


And leave me desperate




You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had


I can't forget the times that I was

Lost and depressed from the awful truth


How do you do it? You're my !@(%e




You won't leave me alone


Chisel my heart out of stone


I give in every time




You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had


I can't forget the times that I was

Lost and depressed from the awful truth


How do you do it? You're my !@(%e




I bet you laugh


At the thought of me thinking for myself


I bet you believe

That I'm better off with you than someone else





Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal

But under your covers, more torture than pleasure


And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter


Not now or forever will I ever change you

I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit





You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had

I can't forget the times that I was


Lost and depressed from the awful truth


How do you do it? You're my !@(%e




I will save myself