Talking:
Yeah. Sometimes you get to the highest point of your life,
where you feel like your on top of the world, and sometimes

you just get to the bottoms of the bottoms you know...
seems like at that moment you can't get out and stuff.


I know what goin on (x2)
Tryna finda a reason that chu' right knowing that chu' wrong,
tryna tell me it's ok, blood stains on the arms, the pain of

swinging thinking I'm hitting the points of my life that been
added on, thats been stressing me, but blessing me with
how much I can take, I already know the war is on, and my

side is more then shields & all of them guns, It's the power
that's united and It's been given to one, and that's me.


A one man army, looking to my sides, I see no one sadly,
they say they love me, words are really nothing especially
if you can't show It, I'm lost, I'm In a daze, she blaming me

for my old ways, and I told her this is over, that bull%#@! Is
over, and Im sippin but Im not trippin when I say I'm fully
sober, everyday I'm getting older, the world Is seeming colder,

everytime I talk about It, It take the weight off my shoulders,
and I feel I'm going crazy tryna maintain composure, because
I didn't have to know her, all the feelings that I showed her,

The times I got to hold her, love notes in the folder, I'm dying
to expose her, but really It ain't even worth It


Was It worth It? (x2)

The scenario is perfect,

I trust no body,
But god almighty,
and I know that he like me,

Because I'm different from society,
But the women In it depriving me, devils
in disguise they eyeing me, friends lying

to me, they tryna see how much I can $#&@in'
take. Everyday my heart breaks. because I
know that If I died,


no body would miss me, people I know are quick to Diss me,
I wish I was young again when It's back to walt Disney, when

my life was so fun, with any worries, me and my mom would
go to church in hopes that we would find that glory, and unreveal
all the trouble, that's In this life story. Sorry that my feelings

pouring, the community find it boring, I'm just lost I really am,

I can't captivate It, I really can't understand,

How I think if I made it the bull%#@! would really end,
Contemplating on who's really my friend,
Im so lost, I dont even know where to begin!


Apparently Im just another typical, unoriginal,
unemotional, promotional artist farthest from stardom,

& I am just a YouTube artist, with good songs, but
sound !@$!ed, with an image you could tarnish, overall
my flows garbage, maybe I should apply for college, &

obtain the knowledge that can land me In a career that
actually profits, be successful have a wife and have a
son named Thomas, A nice house, 2 car garage, with

white picket fence around It.

Maybe give in to the clowin, quit leave my fans astounded.

Delete my fanpage, my twitter and all the people on It, and
no more fans arguing, that seems like that's a bargain,
and Ima do It to prove It this Is the end of my story


Nah,
See I ain't really with It,

They just see you at the bottom,
they get happy when you quitting,
I'm the best that ever did It,

In my mind set I am winnin,
Ima be the first to start It,
Ima be the first to finish


I grew up ALOT not saying that I'm different,
But I see more then the normal human given vision,
I see things past the sight the lord has intentended,
& no body at 18 has seen what I been In


Uh I'm separated from this society
And I keep suffering from this anxiety

Tell me to be strong, the pain will let up,

and I be Staying strong when life says you
gotta give up! You gotta be strong, The road
Is very long that chu' walking on, you might loose
dear people you brought along, you might even fall,
you might even trip, but you gotta stand up to man

up to smile at the end!!