[Verse 1]
I mean I try not to conform on some sheep %#@!
funny how your strong point could also be your weakest

They say that the first wound is the deepest
I say that its the easiest one to be at peace with
I think my misery would have y'all in disbelief

Swear that alone could get a jury to disagree
Should have followed a simple suggestion
In the belly of the beast giving it indigestion

Remember they said being yourself can't work
I always thought being yourself can't hurt
and if it did wouldn't expect y'all to act cordially

its a much bigger issue than to work out your priorities
so I always state my thoughts
knowing the ^!$$% going to judge me is at the gate not in court

some fought,
some feel like I'm nobody still
bottom line you don't accept you nobody will


[Verse 2]
Joey said sheep, we both shepherds on this record

words are like wool, and i'm stitching em' together
?like my heart, when they ripped it
..and the pills they prescribed, evidently won't fix it

tellin' me i'm fit to act the role in a script
but i ain't going through the motions they pick
emotions? ain't designed to be intertwined

with fakeness, like the monster of frankenstein
back as a kid, i would never say %#@!
*trapped up in my mind*, always feelin' so anxious

guns out, facin' demons like i'm playing doom
with no escape route, RUNNIN' FROM THIS PADDED ROOM
change personified, runnin' with me side by side

tryna bag me, but i ain't talkin nickel-dimes
hiding inside, takes a toll on your mental health
to better me, finally had to accept myself


[Verse 3 ]
Listen, i'm switching up my perception

i'm throwin' stones, rip-pling my reflection
in essence, every second gets harder
as i grow older, all i hear is ben parker!

in my ear, tellin' me to be responsible
a role model, is seemingly impossible
neglecting? the youth ain't unstoppable

it's only hard, if you make it an obstacle
conjuring my consequence is nonsense to the masses
but i'm on a star mission shootin' like NASA's

and i ain't losin myself like them boosters
won't have my team turn on me like John Keuster
..lucky if you got a handful of friends

..next to fam, that's all you got to the end
..so i ain't puttin on a show or persona
if you ain't gon' be yaself? i'll disown ya