I'm lost in the clouds
feelin so down
I don't even wanna be around

don't know what to do now
I'm so sad maybe if i fade to black
you'll love and miss me then

your on my mind till the end
tryin to ease the pain
but nothin works

things only get worse
because life's tough and it's even rougher
when your holdin a grudge against me

I have been so lonely took things too far
I want you back in my life
I don't mean no harm

so I sit and reminisce
I really miss your charm
now i'm leavin your pain on my arm

left with scars in a world so bizarre
where life is too damn hard


Chorus
I hope I find my way/ a way to ease this pain before it comes back again/ and destroys everything but you don't change change/ you remain the same on your broken path/ fightin with the devil's wings


Life without you gets cold
emptiness is becoming a part of my soul
and everything gets grey and old

I don't know if i can hold on
maybe I should end this sadness once and for all and be gone
that way I'll no longer be consumed by the hate of the world I feel like i don't belong

and.. girl if u gave me one more chance I wouldn't do any wrong
cause I love you so deeply memories of you i'm keeping
In my heart till I'm no longer breathing your in my thoughts i'm thinkin way too much

i'm sinkin, drowning in my sorrows
stuck with the hurt not wanting to be here tomorrow


Chorus
I hope I find my way/ a way to ease this pain before it comes back again/ and destroys everything but you don't change change/ you remain the same on your broken path/ fightin with the devil's wings


You barely there, I can see it from your stare
Your so strung out you got a heart full of fear
one more toke and you'll be on your last rope

walkin in the smoke just chokin on the hope
laughin at religion !@(% ya last vote
you better cancel your plans

before ya leave everybody sittin on hands
like fans in the stands
it's like reality like eminem met stan

i'm so puzzled by your stance
it's like you've gave up everything forget a second chance
the only thing I can recommend is a better plan

cuz im standin on my own now thanks mama
im layin on the cold ground beggin for a hand out
drunk off love high off the hate

mind full of drugs obsessin over fate
no more hugs my confession is my last mistake
tacklin myself

losin control of my brain
one more sniff takin whifs of cocaine