I think i figured out the remedy,
instagram my life filter out the negativity,
chains on my spirit hear it, all i need is liberty,

lifes a car steer it, give it ya all bear it,
down to infinity,
domestic violence it harms,

fiends put heron in they arms, we was only teens back
when my homies pops shot his moms,
im breakin into cars wit alarms,

remember when,
days were gloomy, nothin came easy to me,
the neighbors knew me, they would say

i was a crazy loony,
use to break into places and take jewelry,
straight fool, hate school, ate shrooms was a mess,

8 brooms couldnt handle me,
back when life was a sale,
never leave the house without a scale,

blowin L's driving past details
cocaine on my teeth got no seat belts,
while im goin 120 tryna reach hell,

female tryna preach like please chill,
40 for a gram thats a cheap thrill,
why the $#&@ is he not dead, (i dont even know)

it still amazes me,
how basically, i use to chase money and suddenly money chases me,
somethin changed in me, i use to blaze this tree anxiously,

hatin on myself like maybe this wasnt made to be,
started liftin weights makin beats,
this how i spend my days n weeks stead of chasin freaks,

see now im chasin peaks, rivers mountains, lakes n peaks,
tryna figure out lifes great mystiques i havent shaved for weeks.



my little cousin in the streets, got my heart skippin beats,
watchin history repeat,

not to be pessimistic,
but not everybody makes it out like i did im just bein realistic,
for instance,

what if i never wore that seatbelt,
o if i had to feel that knife that he felt,
o if i nva decided to seek help,

and those bullets hit me
it would quickly put my family through deep hell...


life lesson thats the success of me,
everytime i mess up i feel like theres somethin blessin me,
strive to be the best, $#&@ the rest, yup that is the recipe...

recently i ruined someones life, let another chick had sex with me...
this goes against what i said yes its true,
but if i dont deserve a second chance why should u...

im tryna change and its gonna take the man in me,
so if cheat again please no longer be a fan of me,
delete me from ya itunes, and never reach a hand to me,

cuz if thats the way that i live then i dont deserve 2...
i hope ya understandin me...
ill never let the propaganda take command of me....


open ur eyes u can see me,
and just look into my face so slow,

u gotta let it go, let it go let it go,
thats the only way that ya face gone glow....
cuz even when the rain comes pourin down,

thunder hits low and it shakes the ground,
u gotta let it go let it go let it go,
thats the only way that ya face gone glow....