Last night I found heaven

It's on the tip of my tongue


And it reminded me of


All the times I was young




I'm catching rain in my open mouth


I used to smile till the day I found out

I have no idea who the hell I've become


It's not who I was, it's not who I love




I want to drown, in a sea filled with novacaine


I want to burn, on a beach where the sand


Has thousands of needles poking at my skin




I lie in bed to the sound, of the wolves at my door


They are speaking in tongues

While they claw at my floor





I never thought it would come to this

I'm more yellow than my own piss





They're making rounds

Just to even the score


Just open the door


Just open the door




I want to drown, in a sea filled with novacaine


I want to burn, on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades


Littered with razor blades


Blades

Littered with razor blades





I can't hold on, the path is clear

I can't ignore, what's been building for years


There's wolves at the door, I won't hide here in fear


Wolves at the door

Aaaaaah




I look at myself and the things that I've done


Stare away from the mirror and right into the sun

I forgive myself for all of my mistakes

When will I learn, when will I, when will I burn?




I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine


I want to burn, on a beach where the sand

Is littered with razor blades




I gave up on myself a long time ago

To the black clouds I'm swallowed

And spit me out whole




Some times it feels like I'm losing my soul

At least that means


I still have a soul after all